off i go

to pasir ris chalet
my bag's all packed
yeah

don't know what to think of it
coz i'm feeling a little lazy abt it
so yeps

yeah
i've been in a foul mood lately

loads of conflicts within my mind

whatever
hope that i'll have fun

"A Little Priest" from Sweeney Todd

gosh this is actually funny
though i a little sick
lol

Sweeney Todd 05

WHOOTS
watched the play on youtube
this part is really good
the tension is great
the song passionately delivered

ok i was pms-ing in my previous post
now am feeling overly happy
see ? my pms tend to lead me to emotional extremities(whatever)


WHOOSH !!!
read about sweeney todd
now am really excited abt the movie
:):):):):)
CAN'T WAIT !!!!
YAAYYYYYY!!!!!

yes

and i'm not going to the kelong during the holidays anymore
disappointing, but we're going to somewhere in m'sia instead
some beach
with the extremely noisy bunch of relatives from my father's side
which i don't talk to at all
not that i talk to those frm my mum's side
but i'm more inclined twds them
yeah
i think i'll probably run away and do some exploring myself
spending 3 days with my cousins and their parents would drive me crazy
and eat away into my already deficient brain
:P
yeps
so loads to look out for during the holidays

okay went blog surfing

want to puke

i've lost soo much

i'm basically alone now
i miss pl
miss sjab
miss the crowd that was around
and now all of them are gone
and i didn't do anything about it

i realised too late

i'm pms-ing i think

and as you can see
i don't know many people

deleted some links along the way
some deleted blogs
some have become other people's blog

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100th post

yay !!
this shows how little i blog actually
since this has been around for around 4 years already
looking at past posts, made me wanna incinerate everything
embarrasing

have not started reading lit yet

die

shall stay up and read king lear today

yeah
chill

SLACKK

this is the third day that i've been totally slacking
so i'm a little overfilled with energy now
not really used to it
i now have an oversized belly
oversized thighs
and yar, basically oversized everything
am embarrased whenever i have to step out of the house
yeah

today i realized again how emotionless i can get
its like the emotion-producing thingie is sorta defunct in me
i've been in several situations where the people around tell me a bad news
and expect me to be sad
but i don't feel anything at all
and i have to fake an emotion
you know, unless its something really serious like someone dying
and when friends say they miss me
i really wonder whether they do coz i don't feel anything
what does it mean to miss something ???
not too sure of that
i don't even really know what love is
so friends, if you one day find that i'm totally missing in ur life
forgive me
becoz that's what happens every year
i don't bother really to keep in contact with people
and when pple do contact me i don't know what to say to them
so yes
now you know that i'm a emotionally disabled person in real life
please do not expect too much from me
coz i don't expect alot from you either
:P


cheerios

end of my life

today concluded my quest
for total annihilation



was writing total crap
especially for the second case study
the last question
freakin no link to any 'data given above'



urrggghhh
though i've submitted to redoing my a levels
i just hope i don't fail too badly
you know
it still feels bad even though you're prepared for it


on a brighter note
i've decided to go on a diet !!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO
YAY!! GO SHARLEN !!!! FINALLY !!!!
yeps
have already formulated a plan
shall subsist on fruits and vegetables
and maybe a bowl of cereal in the morning
just a little carbohydrate, in case i get like cold turkey syndromes
BUT as always
if u know me
you'd know to take my words with a pinch of salt


ok with a truckload of salt

i'm always very compulsive
and tend to say things that i'll regret saying a few minutes later
so
let's just wait and see shall we
:)

Econs

it was horrible....
HORRIBLE
OHMYGOODNESSSHITASS
only question that i actually knew roughly what to do was 5
and even then i was crapping as i was all stressed up due to question one
AHHHHHHHH
i never thought i would say this... but i thought the lit paper was better then the econs one
there, i said it.... its plain madness
hope i don't fail too badly
:(

yay :) math is finally over
just hope that i don't make too many careless mistakes
:)

have been rather dreamy this few days
:)